Is it e3 yet?

Ever go through one of those times where you're sitting next to a pile of work that you know needs to be done, but instead you start making plans on how to create plans to finish that pile of work? Yeah I'm going through one of those right now. Help me.

It's weird saying this myself now. When I first started with the startup, I told myself/knew that it would be very busy and hard on the mental health. Yet here I am, repeating the same thing like I had no clue what I was getting myself into. Why do I not listen to myself? People always ask me, so it is it super time consuming? That's what I thought. It actually isn't... it just fills up so much mental space that sometimes I feel like the need to just power down like some kind of robot in the middle of a task. Working on these startups have made me realise this fundamental flaw I have that sometimes makes working with me super difficult. I have this stupidly high standard that I've made for myself and I always feel the need to get everything correct on the first try. Surely by now, you'd think I would've learnt; nope. Things take me longer to produce simply because I sit there and just panic over the lack of quality I've produced, which actually makes sense considering my lack of experience in these new areas. So here's me admitting my problem and hoping for the best.

May is about to finish and guess what that means.... E3 IS HERE! I have been waiting for another weird cinematic trailer from the one and only Kojima. That man could give me a video of a 3D model rock and I'd be excited. There's a few other things I'm pretty keen on seeing as well this year. Any extra information on that From Software teaser would be amazing! I just want to know what it is..... Tenchu or Bloodborne2?? What is it?? Just tell me please :')